lurbe_fategal

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-12-26T16:18:00

2009-12-26T08:19:02Z

~~1) meet up with besties~~
~~2) meet up with ziying!~~
3) meet up with minshan and sihui
4) find some mahjong kakis for mahjong session!
5) plan a trip to malaysia or sth with besties!
6) complete my unlimited list of korean dramas
7) complete my unlimited list of taiwan dramas
~~8) find some good job with good pay~~
9) maybe learn something, should i take up a sport or learn singing or dancing? HAHA
10) earn money for braces
~~11) shopping sessions~~
~~12) movie marathons~~
~~13) makan sessions! whheeees~~
14) cutting down fats sessions
15) go out with ~~swee~~/bei !
16) meet up with dongtai!
17) some kbox session!
18) gym/swimming session!

christmas' over and new year is coming! there is too much to blog about so much tat i doubt i will be blogging abt it . life is yay yay yay, cos other then meetups with loves, i found a job already, starting soon and i am realli excited about it. i hope its realli fun! =D cant wait mans! and bless 2010 to be a better year for everyone.

In 2009, carina is a sensitive person who is tied down by all sorts of emotions. AND i want to change that, because i dont want my happiness to be led around by people like a ~~dog~~ anymore.

when you are too sensitive, you will realise that people around u are really insensitive. i want to be a better friend to everybody and i want people to treat me better as a friend.

hahaha ok even though this sounds so emo, but i am really happy and contented with my life now! and should i cut my hair short? i am really pondering over it lehhhh? should i?

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-11-29T23:11:00

2009-11-29T15:11:37Z

1) meet up with besties
2) meet up with ziying!
3) meet up with minshan and sihui
4) find some mahjong kakis for mahjong session!
5) plan a trip to malaysia or sth with besties!
6) complete my unlimited list of korean dramas
7) complete my unlimited list of taiwan dramas
8) find some good job with good pay
9) maybe learn something, should i take up a sport or learn singing or dancing? HAHA
~~10) earn money for braces~~
11) shopping sessions
~~12) movie marathons~~
~~13) makan sessions! whheeees~~
14) cutting down fats sessions
15) go out with swee/bei !
16) meet up with dongtai!
17) some kbox session!
18) gym/swimming session!

now my new GOAL:
i want to earn my first 10K before 20 years old!
workkkkk, i want to workkk! =DDDDDDDDD

END OF A'LEVEL. END OF JUNIOR COLLEGE LIFE!

2009-11-23T17:04:23Z

i have been waiting for this day for more than one year already, ever since i have decided to retain. it was a hard decision, but i am sure i have not regret it once especially when i know i will definitely wont do any better by taking alevel last year. time definitely flies, and here i am, done with alevel. i wont comment much on alevel, but definitely hope it will turn out really fine! not only for me but as well as for friends retaking and classmates!

i have learnt many many stuffs throughout this whole year, not just on studies but many other social skills as well. i guess, retaining have really made and changed me into a totally more independent person, going to class alone w/o knowing anyone from the start or going into the lectures and sitting alone is no longer a big issue for me now. this year, i also know the importance of having confidence in oneself as well. its a fruitful year, really.

and of which i am really thankful towards friends and classmates that are willing to help me throughout.
classmates from 08S10/ wanxuan/ zengying/ xiaowei/ cheryl/ huimin/ jie min/ yingxin
i guess, i wont be seeing or meeting these nice people that often already since i am so passive in asking people out, best of luck to everything people!

random thought : quarrels are inevitable, but what about the aftermath? a single action can salvage a friendship yet it can break a friendship as well. or maybe i simply just cant stand it when people are always not by my side when i needed them. but i understand tt we are all human, people only lean to the side where we are comfortable, and i can see who you are comfortable with. so maybe the title of friends, good friends, close friends is just a temporary phase/ title that makes one happy. OR maybe everything is nothing, its not a problem of everyone else, but me myself , i must admit ever since duno when i have locked myself up, opening up only to my own circle of friends, a simple mistake in a friendship and i will keep myself away from it. i am just not confident enough to handle and maintain a friendship. i lacked the ability to, and this makes me sad.

on the lighter note: i am really really happy that ever since i retained i have gained two valuable friendships ! i am totally in love with SWEEKEE and BEILIN now! hahahas, seriously i am really thankful towards them through the ups and downs throughout the whole year or rather ever since i retained. i cant turn to secondary school clique that often because our pace of life are really different already. and whenever i need a helping hand or some consolation, they become the best buddy for me to do it! LOVE! <3

i shall end this post with my unlimited wants and to-do-list:
1) meet up with besties
2) meet up with ziying!
3) meet up with minshan and sihui
4) find some mahjong kakis for mahjong session!
5) plan a trip to malaysia or sth with besties!
6) complete my unlimited list of korean dramas
7) complete my unlimited list of taiwan dramas
8) find some good job with good pay
9) maybe learn something, should i take up a sport or learn singing or dancing? HAHA
10) earn money for braces
11) shopping sessions
12) movie marathons
13) makan sessions! whheeees
14) cutting down fats sessions
15) go out with swee/bei !
16) meet up with dongtai!
17) some kbox session!
18) gym/swimming session!

etc

~~i am such a constant worrier, because now i am afraid of my alevel result, stupid idiot!~~

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-09-07T19:23:00

2009-09-07T11:42:09Z

each time, i was reminded by how strong or weak a friendship can be (when we gain/lose a friend) i will look back at mine. do i have strong friendships? each time, i doubt the friendships that i have that will last, ever since secondary school. but i am really amazed and glad that now when i look back, i have a few amazing friends that keep me through many different periods of time in life.

it was amazing when i realised the -long- friendships that i have:
ruiwen- 10 years of long friendship and still going strong!
wenlin,alicia,jane,ade- 7 years of stable friendships since secondary school!
charlene,shulin,ruoying- 5 years of lovely friendship already!

seriously i wana have a gathering soon! misses*
and liew ziying, how are you? you are so busy that u are hardly online already! miss you badly too! meet up soon alright!

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-08-27T16:59:00

2009-08-27T09:00:54Z

i cant wait for the sushi buffet on monday!
and alicia cousin will be back home todae from australia after 6 mths! LOVEE!

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-08-18T20:27:00

2009-08-18T12:35:53Z

this is a very DOT DOT DOT post!

today, when xxx walk past, me and zy have the most LOL and stupid conver ever.

i was talking in the middle of the pathway when xxx walks past, and zy tried to tell me and as usual

zy: carina carina! ( and she paused, she said she wanted to ask me to get out of "the way" )
me: turn. and dont know how to react to the situation.
zy: wah today the sky very blue hor.
me: wahhhhh ya loh, today the sky damn blue.

lol who in the world will make such lame comment . arrr hahahahas!
funny funny funny! cant wait to go guangzhou/hk with this few ppl nxt june! shopping!

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-08-17T20:31:00

2009-08-17T12:35:10Z

tennis is love! omg i really want to play again eh, played for the the first and time as claimed by teacher cos nxt week will be interclass game or sth. i want to play tennis! learn how to rally and serve, ok its really cool and fun! and i remember -ace wo nerae- a tennis show which is super awesome as well, tennis <3!

other thn tennis, school life is mundane! if only time can fast forward to after alvl! booo.

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-07-26T14:02:00

2009-07-26T06:06:17Z

i was affected by some stuff this few days. it just makes me think of alot of things in life.
i was glad that ruiwen came over my house for a little while. have a mini talk. and we said to go taiwan together after our alvl!

haha yes yes yes. i know i have been saying i want to go to korea taiwan hk china and etc. if possible i really hope i can travel to that many places inthe 7 mths! it will be much love okae! but before tt, ALVL, AND SOME HECTIC WORKING LIFE FOR MONEY!

cant wait for 4 mths later =D

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-07-23T22:57:00

2009-07-23T15:06:19Z

xiao wei came to my house today after school end today! ha it was super fabulous
1) we have a very filling and delicious lunch!
2) we are supposed to be studying hard, but we crap and tok like mad. low efficiency level today!
3) talk about CHILDHOOD, and he say my childhood sweet heart is handsome! woot. the best part of my life only. and talk about hers too! nice
4) talk about our ex (es) , nice only cos it has been awhile since i came to the topic .
5) its like a travel back to the past !
6) its nice to have a deeper understanding session!
7) its nice to have a good study friend! =D
8) and goodnight!

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-07-20T14:54:00

2009-07-20T07:00:53Z

latest updates!

1) i have gotten my new phone , w995 sony ericssion, already. thank to aunt and dad! i am totally in love with my new phone!
2) i have gotten all of my results already. failed gp. howww!
3) school is finally back on track, preparing for our prelim and alvl
4) 16 weeks to ALVL
5) harry potter with the girls last thurs!
6) harry potter with the girls last sat! picnic and a meetup is really good! i love picnic! =DDD firework is awesome too!

missing in action : alicia quek, jane! and jane take care okae =D

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-07-05T10:51:00

2009-07-05T02:58:53Z

UPDATES!

1) finished and cleared my mid years officially on friday already!
2) send jingwei off for her further studies at terminal 3! i love airports!
3) planned many events nxt week, and i am fully booked! super happy
4) school is super kuku, cos we have to take temp before exam (in exam hall) and i keep on having temp higher thn 37.6, so have to go down for 2nd temp taking, so i will gt a lower temp with their thermometer, without sending me out of sch, they conclude tt my thermometer is spoiled! no wonder there will be spreading of h1n1 virus =x
5) i have a fever now! its super bad, and i cant even sleep, i will wake up after an interval of 2 to 3 hours of sleep. this results in serious headache and backpain! bad dreams too! =(
6) i super dont like aliciaquek, cos she deprived me of a mahjong session which i have waited for soooo long!

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-06-20T11:28:00

2009-06-20T03:37:31Z

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-06-19T23:45:00

2009-06-19T16:19:42Z

CHOIR OUTING! =DDDDDDDD

~~and today i found out something, disappointed, its likes a dream being dashed. ehh nvm lahs ha~~

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-06-18T21:41:00

2009-06-18T13:48:15Z

three posts at a go!
so this is my third post of the day.
life is super mundane with all the studying!
and i am really looking forward to the one week BREAK after our mid year already!

plans after mid year:
1) if possible meet up with the girls for a total chill out session <3
2) must meet up with wenlin! and take alot of photos, cos i only have a pathetic few pictures with her face in it! <3
3) meet up with dongtai for kbox session!
4) go out with classmates! s07 or s10
5) must meet up with ziying dearie! it has been awhile since we last saw each other! <3
6) take one day and sleep like nobody business

i think thats about it, and i am really excited about tml choir outing! hahahas though i am joining only for dinner! still <333!

wish me luck for mids, i am scared =(

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-06-18T21:26:00

2009-06-18T13:36:42Z

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-06-18T21:01:00

2009-06-18T13:24:50Z

T y pe your cut contents here.

POEM.

2009-06-06T14:36:15Z

tired, both physically and mentally.
can i cry and forget about everything?
forget about studies, my future, my emotions, everything.
can i?
can i have something/someone/somehow/somewhat
to make me really happy from the bottom of my heart?
can i?
can i shut myself from the world?
nothing seem to interest me anymore.
can i?

i am seriously, totally ~~das~~.

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-05-18T15:14:00

2009-05-18T07:16:36Z

And i am happy happy happy , super happy today. jus becos my super bestie ziying and xinyu and audrey came back. =DD had quite a long chat with zing and xinyu luh, I MISS THEM so much =D

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-05-12T20:46:00

2009-05-12T12:48:28Z

emo-ed.
i hate everything now.
will blog what happen when the day i explode.
damn.

for just a little while

2009-05-04T13:46:11Z

for just a little while
we were here together
for just a little while
we were side by side
and i know someday that we
will reflect on this and see
what a special time it was
for just a little while

for just a little while
we have joined our voices
for just a little while
we made a difference here
and i know that through it all
these are days we will recall
what a special time it was
for just a little while

maybe someday when we're all alone
maybe someday out there on our own
will remember this time and we'll smile
for just a little while

for just a little while
we have share the music
for just a little while
we have share a dream
but i know that in my heart
we will never be apart
what a special time it was
for just a little while

i loveeee this song, but i just cant find the dl! =(

http://www.alfred-music.com/player/ChoralDesigns01-021/20155/player.html (go listen!)

ready set go

2009-04-12T12:46:42Z

i think the good friday was good since i was all restless last week still! the aftermath of examinations.
thought i will stay and slack at home cos i doubt anyone was free. but wenlin bestie asked me out, went to town, i guess it has been a while since i went to shop and since i saw her. i was in a desperate mode to buy a new wallet cos my piano wallet is spoilt and i dun wan it to be more torn and tattered. soo walk around to look for a nice one. in the end bought a guess wallet! my new love now! ha spend more thn the budget which is 50, in the end convince to reward myself for the common test. so omg.

sat- met up with ziying bestie for our favourite meesua! we catch up on alot of things and i bet she is the most happy girl now. congrats and stay happy like that always okae =DDD happy friend makes me happy too! must meet up soon =D

continued with we got married. its veri veri sad when the couple by couple start to leave the show. arrrs! guess i will rewatch it after alvl end!

know my alevel timetable already. will start paper on nov 10 to nov 23 ! and then i will be a really free and happy girl! oh my, i cant wait =DD and then i will reward myself by goin to korea. i will i will i will go to korea next yr!

like i say good friday is a good time to have, cos i think i am now all ready to go for the next round of preparation for studies and midyears! rest enough. ready set and go! =DDDDD

till then! =D

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-04-08T17:48:00

2009-04-08T09:51:16Z

charlene and adeline are now off for thier china trip, sooo good lahs, i really hope next year i can go on a trip, like maybe with friends or even cousin. omg i cant wait for one year later! i want to go korea =DDDDD

side track: chemistry class mentioned a lil abt our results, and i was rank 13 for chemistry in the whole cohort. omg i am super duper uber happy after knowing that. OMGS =D i loveeee chemistry! <333

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-04-04T23:45:00

2009-04-04T15:55:47Z

today makes me feels like i am back to five years ago. saw people from my past. went out with old friends,my girls. saw alot of of people. went to east coast park to cycle with the girls, if i am nt wrong its the first time we do this together, it was love. exercising together. east coast park have many memories too. esp 2d class chalet and 4d picking up litter for cip. hahahas i love my girls

aeroplane is loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i think i can spend one whole day watching the aeroplane flying above the sky. its a superb feeling =D

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-03-28T11:18:00

2009-03-28T03:26:06Z

less than 48 hours to slack, school is starting soon again. finished exams on thursday, lunch with cherly and huimin after our last paper and went back home to chiong dramas.

friday was spend with cousin, she is love. ate at our favourite pizzahut since young at greenridge mall. helped her create pet in petsociety, create face book acc. she is leaving soon to australia for her attachment already. omgs half year later then i can see her =( misses.

there are so much things that i want to say and rant, so much so that it pile up to the tip of the head already, but duno how to start, duno how to sae hi to get into the topic, duno how to talk to anyone anymore. i think this will cont for one more yr, or maybe i have already lost the ability to communicate with every other people.

lurbe_fategal @ 2009-03-21T11:20:00

2009-03-21T03:22:22Z

went out early today to send mum and dad to airport! i love going to airport, i love the everything there. mum and dad are off to thailand for their 2nd honeymoon. its been a long while since they went out on their own already. so me and bro are freeee. haha